I have been trying but it doesnt work.
I am sorry for my last messages, they were very cryptic but now I know that it doesn't matter. Whatever i wright. Whatever i send, they will find out. this is more like a diary or a reminder than anything since, you know. You can't help me as I've already told you, it takes years for the message to arrive. With all the other nonsense on your website, i will just drown in the crowd anyways. I'm trying so hard to get people to see these but it just won't work. If they find me, i might die so that means if you search for me and you can't find me, you know what happened.